Praying for you. I know how it feels; I too have become worn down by chronic illness and it has been hard to feel His presence through the physical distress and weariness. I find that sometimes all you can do is lift up your pain to Him and even if you don't FEEL His presence, you can be assured that He will receive it as an offering of love from you. He is near. I will pray that you feel His comfort and that He will lift you up and bring you through this time, to be and to do all that He has planned for you. God bless.