I had left a 60-80 hour a week job 7 years ago in order to take care of my mom diagnosed with Alzheimers. 2 years ago my mom passed away and I have been trying and praying to get back into a regular job, so far nothing. In order to survive, I have spent down my savings which I had hoped to have for my own old age, as I am now getting close to 60, but have no husband, no children, no education. I do have God. I am a dedicated Christian. I am seeking God's guidance what do I do? I have no family to fall back on in case I come to complete financial ruin, I don't know what to do next. I unplugged my refrig over a year ago, there is no food in it. I scrap by day to day on whatever I can scavage and now I get sick. I used to buy $200 custom shirts and drive a hot car! I am totally reliant on God - I have to admit, I never in my farthest imagination thought I wouldn't be able to get employment in this length of time, not even temporary. I have not had an interview in 8 months, and I have tried career counselor, etc. I know the answer lies with God. I try very hard to spend more time alone with God, and draw near to Him.
I would so covet your prayers. Thank you. |