I am going through the same struggle you are my friend. My favorite bible verse is Psalm 31: 1-5 because it says this:

In you, O Lord, I seek refuge;
do not let me ever be put to shame;
in your righteousness deliver me.
Incline your ear to me;
rescue me speedily.
Be a rock of refuge for me,
a strong fortress to save me.

You are indeed my rock and my fortress;
for your name's sake lead me and guide me,
take me out of the net that is hidden for me,
for you are my refuge.
Into your hand I commit my spirit;
you have redeemed me, O Lord, faithful God. 

Geonelynn, the LORD is always willing to RESTORE your soul. Just TRUST in him as Proverbs 3:5 says. Lean not on your own understanding. I'll be praying that the LORD will restore you so that you will NEVER thirst again. Amen. 

Geonelynn, the LORD is always willing to RESTORE your soul. Just TRUST in him as Proverbs 3:5 says. Lean not on your own understanding. I'll be praying that the LORD will restore you so that you will NEVER thirst again. Amen.