Hi C.C. I have prayed for you. God knows where you are and He will work this out for your good,as He says in Romans 8:28. He allows things in our life for His purpose. In Psalms 139 God says that all our days was ordained before one of them came to be. God knew where you would be, before you was born.When Jesus came to this Earth, He was born in a Stable.He understands how you feel. Just keep close to Him.