hello,
i pray that God will bless you and yours.

here is something i have read that may brighten your spirits. 'heavenly Father, I thank you for your great faithfulness. Your faithfulness reaches to the skies, and it even reaches me. Your mercy, O Lord, is in the heavens, and your righteousness is like a great mountain. In your faithfulness you preserve both man and beast. How excellent is your lovingkindness, Father. Because of your love, I am able to put my trust under your wings. I know you will satisfy me abundantly. I shall always be able to drink from the river of your pleasures. Thank you for all you have done, are doing, and always will do in my life. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.'

i sincerely hope this helps.

L. Tyler :)