You have to remember that Jesus forgave you, for WE ALL have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. What you did was turn your husband out to the wolves into the world by calling the police, he is your husband, you where to stand by him but you where selfish and worried about a stupid drug. The devil had his way because you did just what he wanted, destroy a marraige, which is holy to God. God made you both as 1. Your marraige is sanctified through Jesus Christ. God forgave you, what if He called someone and had you arrested for your sins. No, instead He forgave you and stuck with you day by day and still is,. Do we deserve His grace and mercy, NO!! But He loved you so much He Gave His only begoten sonto die for you, me and, YOUR husband. You abanded him and thats why he went to another woman. Read the Book (His Needs Her Needs) Its awsome!!! I had a drinking problem so bad that I got violent with my wife and she didn't call the cops, she took it before God and now I wouldn't lay one finger on her, I love her today more than ever, she stuck by me. Today I am preaching to prison inmates. I know I started this letter jamin you hard but there is a balance here. Your husband was not right to his addiction either. Marraige is so special to God thats why the world likes divorce. Divorce is from hell NOT God. You made the right choice coming to God and relizing that you sinned and turned away from your husband and not turn to God first. I will pray for of course. Sin before God's eye is all the same. No matter what it is, if someone stole a piece of candy or someone killed someone. God always has room for redemtion. Moses killed and egyption but God still used him to set God's people free. God could of used you to help set your husband free. Your husband need a friend, and a wife,. When you where married you both became one. But God is a good God,a dnHe can restore anything. I will pray and you keep praying that God will reunite you both. I understand that at the time it was shocking but we don't wake up one day and say I want to be a drug addict. We all want to be sucsessful in life doing something. I did't drink because I thought it was going to get me places in life. I was caught in sin like everybody else, my sin was drinking, some peoples sin are just bitterness in their heart. We can look so good on the outside that people don't see our inside what is stiring up inside. God looks at the heart of a man. Maybe deep inside your husbands heart he was really crying and looking for a way out. He needed Jesus not jail but sometimes they need jail. God can reach them their better sometimes but if there is someone at home that reach them it should start there first with the help of God of course. I think I said enough. I hope and pray for you and your daughter and your husband, well I know he is your ex-. but God make make him your new once again. Read Matt. 10:8 the last part about freely. You are right, I pray that drugs will go away and God do something about it. He will do only so much. The devil has a plan to tear down God's kingdom, and how's that? By destroying relationships, with Him and like marraiges so the devil will use drugs ect... The bible says these things where going to happen so they have to takle there course until Jesus comes back. Your ex will be Ok if you believe and learn from this, but seek His knowledge in prayer. Well you take care and God Bless. 

HI, I WILL PRAY FOR cHRIS AND YOU, AND YOUR BABY GIRL..... i'd like you to know, that people often dont have choices over whetheher they relapse with meth not. someday he might. in the meantime, how about taKING CARE OF YOU SINCE YOU STILL CAN.....i went and tried to control my husband in herat, and very sadly it did not work.... i too was a meth user. by the grace of God i have been sober,over a half a year. at one time i had 4 years. you have to be grateful for what you do have, yes that is true. you also have to make desicions basesd on a relationship between you and Jesus, rather than you and Chris.... Jesus will npot let you down. ask Jesus for every situation, in this going to be helpful or harmful???? it works... if youd like you can write me, i have some good info about crystakl meth. my name is Sarah. here is my email address. shire_77@yahoo.com dont forget the underscore sign. JESUS LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers