I wanted to add that [Psalm 51] is a great chapter to read when you are feeling guilt and defeat. I like the NIV version better but this one will work. I'll continue to pray for you. 

Whatever you do do not just not show up, ok? ask for assistance with childcare. (i have been there in fact i'm still there hahahaha) and sometimes you can get help, ok? if you dont show up, they will put a warrant outand then you'll realy be in trouble! if you cant get childcare then call and arrange a time to start community service AFTER you have consistent childcare.(iam happy you are able to remain at home w your baby.) REMEMBER the only way to eat an elaphant is one bite at a time!!!!!!!!!!! i am proud of you. now get to it. 

I pray that this person will accept the forgiveness of our wonderful savior. It seems she has repented and is trying to make up for this crime, give her Your peace. I pray that she will be able to balance raising a child and completing the community service. I pray that Your light will be able to shine on her and through her to the community. What a wonderful time to witness. I also pray that she will find favor in the courtrooma and the Judge will see that she is trying to fix the situation.
Who can discern his errors? Forgive my hidden faults, keep me also from willful sins may they not rule over me then I will innocent of great trangression. [Psalm 19:12-23] Amen