Dear Sister, Sounds to me you could do with some encouragement! Sounds like you are fearful of the 'unknown' because none of this is 'familiar, which means it is outside your comfort zone!I declare you can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens you. I speak encouragement where there is DIScouragement. If this is the will of God for your life I pray He will cause you to prosper and the bible says we overcome the enemy by the blood of the Lamb and the Word of our testimony, try confessing the Word --- the scriptures (out loud) concerning your situatons.
I would suggest as well, in attempt to get you back on the 'wagon', if you have a day planner start pencilling in'time with God ... just as you would an appointment or dinner with a friend.. hold fast to it and watch and see your prayer time developing and your relationship with the Lord growing to a point that you will not want to miss your appointment with God on a daily basis. Remember He is the Glory and the lifter of your head.
I trust these words are helpful to you today. Jesus is just a whisper away, just call on His name. 

changed on Tuesday, June 07, 2005 9:57:01 AM