Tracey, I am praying for you, but I wanted to answer you because I had similar problems with a young family some years ago but overcame it with prayer. Sometimes its a case of 'letting go' of all the fear (easier said than done I know!)and just trusting God to provide all our needs, even when the evidence appears to the contrary - let go of the fear and trust Him. There are several references in the bible, such as the feeding of the 5000 and when Jesus said about the birds - how God feeds them and they never have to worry (sorry I dont have the page/paragraph Nos from the Bible at present, Im in work) but these references can be reassuring and point us in the right direction.
Have faith Tracey, God is all in all and provides all our needs in reality. Fear and lack is like an illusion in a way. A right apprehension of God and seeing the Truth eliminates the need.
God loves you and cares for all your family. I'm praying for you too
Anna
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