|I am 50 years old and married 19 years ago . Since then , we have divorced twice. The first time after 14 years of marriage , the second time 2 years later . He was a wonderful man when we married , but something changed him along the way . We were both active in the church for quite a while and yes , he knows the word and what is right& wrong. He left home to work " to make better money " but along the way he became involved with another woman . 10 months ago we decided to give it another chance . I moved my children 500 miles from where our home is to be where he wanted to be .( I have never left home in my 50 years ) He promised to come home, remarry and "Do things right this time ".At that time he was working in Aruba . So i moved everything and relocated here . He has been here for 3 months and all conversation of marriage consists of he thinks it is not in our best interest to get married . I feel totally devistated and my heart is hardening towards him . I have 2 boys 13 & 15 . My oldest has been terribly affected by the move . We have all been in church , but i feel i am living a lie because most of these people believe we are married . I am very confused , i do not understand . I do not know what to do . Please pray for direction in my life and that my x-husband will be honest with me and hisself.That if he sincerely wants to be with me and his boys that he will do the right thing ... for the right reasons . Thank you for your prayers.