I'M SO SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT THE CONDITION OF YOUR SISTER'S BABY. IN 1996 I HAD A SON BORN WITH A BIRTH DEFECT SPINAL BIFADA, WHOM DOCTORS SAID WOULDN'T LIVE NO MORE THAN A COUPLE HOURS, BECAUSE HE HAD NO SKULL BONE, WAS MISSING THE CEREBELUM OF HIS BRAIN, AND BASICALLY WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO BREATH ON HIS OWN. BUT I KNOW HOW GOOD GOD IS, SO WHEN THEY ASKED TO TAKE THE BABY BEFORE TERM I SAID NO. I CARRIED THE BABY FULL TERM AND ON FEB 8, 1996 GAVE NATURAL BIRTH TO A BREACH LITTLE BOY, YEAH HE HAD THESE DIFORMATIES, BUT HE WAS MINE, AND I LOVED HIM NO LESS THAN I LOVE MY 2 YEAR OLD I HAVE NOW. WELL GOD BLESSED ME TO SPEND SIX WEEKS WITH MY SON WHO THEY SAID WOULDN'T LIVE NO MORE THAN A COUPLE HOURS. I SAT AROUND WAITING FOR HIM TO DIE, WHICH IS SAD BUT I BELIEVED WHAT THE DOCTORS SAID, BUT GOD IS MORE POWERFUL THAN ANY DOCTOR. THAT SIX WEEKS I NEEDED, YEAH IT TOOK ME YEARS TO GET OVER IT, AND I CAN'T SAY I AM TRULY HEALED TODAY, BUT I NEEDED THAT TIME CARRYING THE BABY AND THE TIME WITH HIM. WITH THAT I PRAY.
LORD, YOU ARE POWERFUL, YOU ARE THE DOCTOR IN A SICK ROOM, LORD I JUST ASK THAT WHILE THIS SAINTS SISTER IS GOING THROUGH THIS ORDEAL THAT YOU BLESS THEM TO KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS ALREADY ALRIGHT. THAT THEY LOVE THIS BABY, BUT YOUR LOVED IT MORE. LORD BLESS THEM WITH TIME WITH THE BABY, BLESS THEM TO UNDERSTAND, LORD I ASK THAT YOU COMFORT BECKY THE WAY I KNOW ONLY YOU KNOW HOW. LORD I ASK THAT YOU EASE BECKY'S MIND WITH THE THINGS THAT ARE RUNNING THROUGH THEM, I ASK THAT YOU GIVE HER PATIENCE AND THAT YOU HAVE PATIENCE WITH HER. YEAH SHE MAY QUESTION YOU, BUT GIVE HER THE ANSWERS. LORD I PRAY FOR THIS SISTER TO HAVE THE STRENGTH TO HELP HER SISTER, AND TO ALSO UNDERSTAND THAT YOU ARE GOD. LORD THESE THINGS I ASK IN YOUR SON JESUS NAME. AMEN
IF YOUR SISTER NEEDS TO TALK TO SOMEONE WHO'S "BEEN THERE" HERE IS MY EMAIL ADDRESS
ABROWN@MB-BEITLER.COM
I OFTEN WENT THROUGH THE PHASE WHERE PEOPLE EVEN MY FAMILY TRIED TO UNDERSTAND, BUT THEY COULDN'T UNLESS THEY HAD WALKED IN MY SHOES, NO IT'S NOT THE SAME SHOES, BUT I HAVE WALKED IN SIMILAR ONES.
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