I don't know where to begin. I will begin with saying that the devil is busy, since this new year has came in he has really been busy in my life. I was planning to move the first of Feburary that isn't possible now, because my taxes may have been garnished. I am in a relationship that was going well, and now things are terrible. I was well focused in church, and choir rehearsal and now, something is always happening to prevent me from going. so i ask for the strenght to get over this, all of this. i am losing patience with everything. every small thing my son does gets on my nerves, and i find myself yelling at him more often that i normally would. lord i want to be a good mother, and i know that it is nothing but stress that is causing me to be this unpatient with him, i have be patient enough to only yell. thank the lord. so i am praying for strenght to get over all of this, and to continue to be a good mother. to change my living situation,, and to strenghten my relationship. i have been crying for the past two days, and that can't be healthy, so god please give me strenght, and help me to remove this dark cloud from over my head. |